August the 31

Yesterday I did what I said I was going to do and you know what it was hard but I did. Now I have another problem. I think I like someone else. Ooh and I found out that my friend that dis tht thing with Archy might have kissed again. Fml.!

August the 30

Today will determine what will happen for the rest of the year. Will I talk to my ex best friend and realize that what I feel is pure jealous and to get over it or make Archy a TBY part two. Lmao! I guess that's my answer. Swallow your pride Jazz and let it go. *breathes* Just do it. More later.

August the 29th Part Two

Well yesterday I said that I wanted a day with no drama and no boys. Today was that day!!! I didn't talk to that friend I sorta liked tho. But i did talk to the guy I used to like and caught no feelings:) *sigh* is this what tranquility feels like? cuz if it is I lllllllloooooovvvveeee it.!!! Lmao! But idk what to do with the friend I sorta liked thingy. Should I just ignore him more or just let it go cuz it sorta hurt my feelings even though it happened last year smh. But it's what ever. I'll get over it right? Hopefully. More tomorrow.!

August the 29th Part One

So today I think I'm going to just let everything come natural and be "open" and inviting. Hopefully everything will go smoothly.!:) More later.!!!

August the 28

Today wasn't all that great. I talked to a person that I used to have a major crush on in the past. I didn't feel much. So I was proud of that. But this thing with my sorta ex best friend is really bothering me like.. I don't know I can't believe that he actually did that. And my heart dropped when she told me. And I was jealous I never really told anyone but I was. And I've liked him for years. But it's whatever ill get over it:) hopefully:( but anyway. I talked to one of my friends she's not my best friend but shes still a friend and I value her opinion. She said that she didn't see me with those guys and she said she didn't see my friend with my other friend (confusing I know but accurate) lmao. I just need a day with no drama and no boys. Tomorrow is hopefully that day.