August the 28

Today wasn't all that great. I talked to a person that I used to have a major crush on in the past. I didn't feel much. So I was proud of that. But this thing with my sorta ex best friend is really bothering me like.. I don't know I can't believe that he actually did that. And my heart dropped when she told me. And I was jealous I never really told anyone but I was. And I've liked him for years. But it's whatever ill get over it:) hopefully:( but anyway. I talked to one of my friends she's not my best friend but shes still a friend and I value her opinion. She said that she didn't see me with those guys and she said she didn't see my friend with my other friend (confusing I know but accurate) lmao. I just need a day with no drama and no boys. Tomorrow is hopefully that day.